Salam Ramadhan Eid Mubarak…

In this joyous month full of challenges and happiness, let us preserve our fast for the entire month and hope that we do not forget those who are not as lucky as us and may they also have a great and beautiful year all around as well …..

August has begin and ending soon next week. A close person of mine has been hospitalised and i must admit that her challenges is more than me. May she have the courage to keep on strong and may she recover fully soon.

A very close fren of mine will be leaving me soon and i admit yet another close fren of mine. I cant accept the fact yet but slowly i will. Insyaa’llah. Dont worry bro, you will be fine. My well-wishes with you.

 A lot has happen and i am thankful that i am still standing strong today. It is never too late for anything. I begin August feeling terrible about it but slowly that feeling disappear because behind the events i have lies a special happiness and lesson that i get along with it….

It is never too late to admit. You have done something but i shall close one eye  because i know deep down,you are confused and lost. Too fast to follow the easy path to achieve satisfaction.   If i were to step up and return ‘it’ back, …touch wood…

This ramadhan, i advise all that have done wrong, let us seek sincere forgiveness if not our fast will be for nothing…

Ramadhan will also be a very busy month for me because it will be the launch of my surprise to all. Hope everything turn out well. So far the response im getting are fine. Thank you guys and frens. You are really special to me. Each and everyone of you…

All i want this year is for all to spend a beautiful Hari raya, a beautiful hari raya eve, and a very beautiful journey this whole period. Amin…

Lastly, do forgive me guys if i myself have done anything wrong with or without realising it. May our ramadhan be a happy one.

Sincerely

Armaan

Berserah kepadamu

 

Maafkan aku kerana aku masih belum dapat menghilangkan tangisan airmataku. Biarpun sudah lama berlalu, namun ingatan dan kata2 yang sudah terikat dibatinku sentiasa bermain diruang fikiran.

Salahke aku jikalau aku memilih jalan sebegini? Sungguh berdosakah aku? Sudah sekian lamer aku menuruti kehendak pelbagai orang dan aku melakukan ia dengan ikhlas. Tapi pernahkah aku dibalas seikhlasnye?

Mungkin ader namun dari orang yang aku harapkan tidak. Salahkah aku untuk mengikut hatiku. Ia tidak salah mahupun tidah haram namun kenape tidak kau merestui?

Aku mudah mempercayai orang, dan banyak kali aku dikhianati. Aku serik dan menjadi benci akan org sebegitu. Salahkah aku jikalau aku bertanye kepade soal kejujuran?

Salahkah aku jikalau aku menunggumu dengan sesungguhnya hanya untuk dibalas dengan tiada apa-apa darimu? Tangisan yang kau sentiasa mengalirkan dari rona mataku. Sudahlah. Tolong hentikan permainan hati ini wahai sang pencipta.

Aku tidak mahu lagi terjebak dengan mereka yang kau telah jadikan jikalau hanya tangisan yang aku dapat. Salahkah aku untuk menanye?

Aku tidak meminta aper2 yang berharga. Hanya kejujuran dan keihklasan mu sahaja. Namun aku yang sengsara dipenghujung hari lagi. Mengapa sang pencipta? Jikalau benar aku yang bersalah, tunjukkan kebenaran kepadaku tapi janganlah kau menguji aku dengan mengenalkan aku kepada mereka yang tidak berlaku jujur.

Salahke aku jikalau aku menunggu untuk mu tepati janji dan tidak dibalas apa2… mengapa kau mainkan perasaan aku,

Aku tidak sanggup mendengar suara manis mereka jikalau semuanye hanyalah bohong semata-mata…

aku pasrah…berserah kepada tangisanku

amin..

Ramadhan Approaching

Time flies so fast that its 7th of august already. Cant wait for August to end because thats when Hari raya approaches. haha.

That also marks the lauch of my surprise that i have promise to tell on the first day of rayer as well. LOOK OUT FOR IT DEAR READERS.

So, finally i have re-decorated my bedroom for Hari rayer and now i can concentrate on other things…. Take a look..i know gendeng will be the first one ahaha

Ok so this is the view…I like it this way and i sure relax when im restign in my room totally haha

Till the next update guys…

Tears….

My tears are still there. No doubt. I always wonder and keep on wondering why…..

A person behaviour became more obvious when communication happens. Some are arrogant. Some are sweet-talkers. Some simply hurts you the most. No doubt the one that you love the most, care for the most tends to be the one who hurts you in return.

The saddest part is you will see them enjoying their life as per normal as if…as if the friendship and the relationship born meant nothing to them. My mistake for trusting. Trust in a dangerous tool equip in us. Trust wrongly, even the greatest empire can collapse and destroyed.

How i wish i am like those people who can be strong after breaking any ties with their partner. Than i will be heartless and that is something i can never be… Not now..Not tomorrow. Pardon me for that

Yup my tears are still rolling because only i know how true i was to each of those whom i trust. How i forsake my time to be with them, how patience i was waiting for them and how sincere i was to them. Others say just forget about it. Yeah forget about it. How do one forget the moments that happens that easily.

If one can forget that easily, does that mean he or she never was sincere about them. How could anyone forget them easily. Yeah i have pass the days but the memories is still there and i just wish…just wish that may fate open up their eyes and let them see and know how true my feelings was…

I will just look at these people and hope that one day they will see the light. We are only living in this world temporarily.

Good night